Passing the struggle. Finding my way. My new way and so many things to observe
Like color, eveningsun,
I gave myself a question what would I like to see…. The small details. The rose by the side of the road a bit hidden.
The bumblebee, working so hard …
The butterfly with its beauty
The end of the day . This beautiful summers night
It all happened so fast
A few days before Christmas I got a call from Hospital
It was like walking in to a Parade of doctores standing there. My fear was more than 100 %. During the autumn I had fallen so many times. What had they found, what was so wrong. One test after the other……
I was in so much pain. I could not tell one pain from the other. No more walking for a long time, just to follow the day. And to tell what had to be done. Guess if that part worked out well. A spinal infection was on the run. One morning the light was a gift from the sun, she showed herself for once.
I took my camera and walked out of the door. And no nothing no focus, no respond from the camera.I sent it to be repaired. A few days after New Year I got it back for few days….Just to send it back with complaints. I got some shots from a beautiful area I have shown it before long time ago and in early spring.
The Black River
The reflection in the ice. I was standing there listening to the wild sound from the water and the only one open gate
Winter I said to myself
It has to be
With the sun in my back
And now I am waiting for my camera ………….
Lets hope this Christmas will be a nice calm and friendly holliday to all
Just before the sun goes down. I run out in nature hoping to get some air ….
Just before it is getting too dark ….
Every year I have the very same feeling …… I hope for more snow it helps …. and the grass is so strong
The light that comes out of this low light is not so bad after all, it is not grey, white and muddy everywhere.
The growing neighbour city. Well the countryside is perfect for me.
And there I am looking at the seagrass. Breathing …..
Sunshine for five minutes and it was time for a ride
It ended with a beautiful forestbird on the road.
Next came rain and snow …..
With a few moments of no rain and snow we stoped to enjoy the moment sunset. With heavy clouds, reflections in the lake covered with a very thin layer of new ice. I looked over the lake and I said to myself it is stil a bit green over there.
The trees are telling a new story. For so long time, with so many branches, with roots holding on so strong to the ground. Time after time…
I got my comfort.
So so far away so so close ….
This year never turned out to be ……hm…..
My way became different ……..my walk became short ……
To turn around hanging there not knowing …..a new knowledge… take it in , leave it … or keep it. Time is running no matter what I do ….
Looking for the light finding it …. makeing me smile ….easy, easy, day by day.
Lines to hold on to … follow and trust …
In the afternoon the shadow play from my window ….. yes this was a beautiful day..
A day in the National Park
Looking and listening
Strong as grass